Being cool about everything isn’t always cool. One of my college professors (wow! as if it’s been a while) once told me, “you’re always cool. but your being cool is displaced.”
This applied in my school life. I was too confident that I can do things and that I can make up on anything that I missed. And yeah, he was right. I just couldn’t take things for granted. Thanks to him, though I dropped out from his class, I learned something more than the History subject he was teaching us.
Someday, I’ll be back in that four-walled learning world to finish what I have started. To my batchmates, I’m excited to see you guys in the real world that I have entered earlier than I should have. Graduation, here YOU guys come! 
Oh, how long have I not been writing about stuff with guys? Well, yeah except about my ex.
Lemme go back where I’ve left off. Before I met him. lol
Guys have always been around. At work. At those gigs. But never in school. haha And yeah, I’ve had my share of those moments.
Going back to being cool again. Once a guy I have dated before told me, “You’re really a cool girl. You just know how to keep and handle things.”
Oh yeah? Well, I didn’t have no choice. I just had to play it cool rather than showing him it’s NOT.
I’ve always been a one-of-the-boys girl. Guy friends treat me like a guy and talk about guy shit with me around. They ask stuff that a girl like me cannot answer but they always think that I can.
One guy friend told me, “Ganahan man unta ko nimo sa una, doh. Pero laki man kaayo ka para nako gud. Balika tong imong pa-chix beh.”
And I asked why he was able to say those things.
And he answered the same thing other people once told me, “Cool kaayo ka nga pagka-amiga gud. Maganahan mig kuyog-kuyog nimo.”
Wtf?!
I am cool.
Yet it’s been displaced.
Coz I know how to keep an d handle things to hide what I truly feel.
And I’m just a cool girl friend to everyone else.
Then, I’d rather be uncool.
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